The hardest part to actually talk, is to answer the why and how questions. Some things were happened for reasons, yet sometimes

To see how life goes on for everyone, but you. To see how things were just the same, the usual daily life happens to everyone, but you. Feels like your trouble, pain and sadness are so small that they affected no one, but you. Feels like your existence is worthless and meaningless.

You can’t even differ life and death, let alone to count your breath. You don’t know