“I wasn't even taking my time to think, is there even a time for me to stop? I have too much on my plate now.

And you were right; all the things that you mentioned, were. But then

It's like playing the same music all over, again and again, hoping to feel less and less about it, that one day it won't feel anything anymore to us.

That it left only one question;

“And please, don't let the past take the best out of you. Most people do that. They gave everything they have best at the first time and failed.

“If, along with loving someone makes you feel less enough about yourself, you know you should let that love go.

“If love is only a matter of the right person, at the right time and the right place, then

“We often find ourselves in between choices; to fight for the love we deserve or to surrender for the love we have for others. And society often framed love only as what we sacrificed for others. They called a love that we show to ourselves as selfish acts, while the truth is, both of them are love, just different kind of loves.