“I wanna know how far could I go. How less do I need to be able to live decently and self sufficiently. How much do I need to feel happy and content. And how will I survive with all I have.
I wanna see and experiences different ways of living a life, and I wanna know how people see life to each one of them. I wanna challenge my life and myself always.
I don't wanna be busy living a life.
I wanna live.”
“I never feel lonely, but I have felt of being defeated. When there is nothing that I could do to make things better or nothing I could change, I feel defeated.
By acknowledging that I feel defeated, I gave credit to my fights. It shows that I actually have chosen to fight and giving my best to find a solution.
If you feel lonely because no one could really understand you, the way you see things, and the way you choose to live, you actually know that you are on the right way. You are carving your own path of life.
Loneliness is the very first thing that great people, leaders, artists, and great thinkers have to deal with. No one could see what they saw, that's why they are always few steps ahead.
Yet, it is never about being ahead. It is always only about being you and how to see it clearly. Your self. Your life. Your rules.
Make time to design your life.
Maybe it is true that when we are looking, somehow the universe will give the way to the answers.
These past few years, we've met and talked with random strangers, mostly accidentally, and somehow each of them opened the door for us to new things and just like connecting dots, leading us to see life much differently.
Life can be confusing sometimes, and it's okay.
People can be judgemental and demanding many times, and it's okay.
Things can be messy most of the times, and it's okay.
Feelings can be tricky each time, and it's okay.
You'll always find a reason to smile or to cry, in any circumstance that you are facing. And there will always be a good thing to learn from each of them.
Just make sure you have a good reason to choose what to feel. To smile or to cry.
“From now on, I'll just be the girl I was, again. The girl who enjoy every beat of her heartbeats, who gives zero fuck to what others think of her life, who lives to the fullest, embraces changes and heading to the future in full speed.
The girl who chooses to be happy, to see the world, to feel at home anywhere, and lives in a world with no stranger that she build for herself.
The girl that always says proudly, 'I chose my life. I didn't settle for it.' :)”
“Does it ever happen to you? That you talk to someone a lot for years and one day you chose not to talk to that person, just because you have nothing to talk about? Is it okay?”
“Hm..it is okay to me, if one day you feel that way towards me. I did that few times to many people as well. Sometimes the moment has gone, some other times the memories becomes unrelated and don't matter anymore. Sad for sure, but it happened.”