If We Have To
If we have to be together forever, I hope it won't be just for love. I hope it will be for growth and wisdom the most.
I hope we won't stop challenging ourselves to be better, as a couple, as partners, and as an individual the most.
If we have to be together forever, I hope it won't be just for love. I hope it will be for growth and wisdom the most.
I hope we won't stop challenging ourselves to be better, as a couple, as partners, and as an individual the most.
Lost is when one has a destination that he/she is heading to, but don't know how or which way to reach it.
When you have no destination and no obligation to be arrived, I don't think we call that as lost?
What if the world is your home, instead of one particular address?
What if all of the strangers that you meet are your journey friends, instead of someone who just happened to be bumped into?
What if happiness is never about to have or to be? What if life is never about becoming, but more to linking?
One soul in such a large universe.
One lifetime.
How far could you go? How deep could you understand? How many lives could you touch and connected with? How content and alive could you be?
Not all who wanders are lost.
Like it or not, life always finds its way to you.
It is a strange feeling to stand here.
It's like understanding many things without even a word to describe. Like remembering everything in a slow motion pictures. Or listening to a song with words that I don't understand.
It's like talking with the universe in a language that only us know.
And I then realized, being happier is not a priority to me, anymore. Being a better person is.
It is a strange feeling to stand here.
Alone, but always a whole.
“Let's be real. Most people won't understand us. A few might will understand a bit. And honestly, I don't even give a fuck wether they understand me or not.
All I need is for me to understand myself. And people who could make me understand myself better, even if they don't understand me at all, they are my angels.”
“I wanna know how far could I go. How less do I need to be able to live decently and self sufficiently. How much do I need to feel happy and content. And how will I survive with all I have.
I wanna see and experiences different ways of living a life, and I wanna know how people see life to each one of them. I wanna challenge my life and myself always.
I don't wanna be busy living a life.
I wanna live.”
“I never feel lonely, but I have felt of being defeated. When there is nothing that I could do to make things better or nothing I could change, I feel defeated.
By acknowledging that I feel defeated, I gave credit to my fights. It shows that I actually have chosen to fight and giving my best to find a solution.
Life can be confusing sometimes, and it's okay.
People can be judgemental and demanding many times, and it's okay.
Things can be messy most of the times, and it's okay.
Feelings can be tricky each time, and it's okay.
You'll always find a reason to smile or to cry, in any circumstance that you are facing. And there will always be a good thing to learn from each of them.
Just make sure you have a good reason to choose what to feel. To smile or to cry.
“From now on, I'll just be the girl I was, again. The girl who enjoy every beat of her heartbeats, who gives zero fuck to what others think of her life, who lives to the fullest, embraces changes and heading to the future in full speed.
The girl who chooses to be happy, to see the world, to feel at home anywhere, and lives in a world with no stranger that she build for herself.
The girl that always says proudly, 'I chose my life. I didn't settle for it.' :)”
“Does it ever happen to you? That you talk to someone a lot for years and one day you chose not to talk to that person, just because you have nothing to talk about? Is it okay?”
“Hm..it is okay to me, if one day you feel that way towards me. I did that few times to many people as well. Sometimes the moment has gone, some other times the memories becomes unrelated and don't matter anymore. Sad for sure, but it happened.”