Turning Point
“My turning point was, when someone asked on a group that I randomly followed, one very simple question;
“Have you ever thought of packing a bag and leave everything behind?”
“My turning point was, when someone asked on a group that I randomly followed, one very simple question;
“Have you ever thought of packing a bag and leave everything behind?”
Some women don't need to be saved, are not meant to be owned, and never suitable to be kept hidden in the dark. Some women light their own torches and carry their own swords. And be sure, these women are not the ones that will need you to stay.
Should you define me, never seek for my approval. Should you question me, never ask for my answer. Should you doubt me, never hope for my confirmation. Should you adore me, never wish for my gratitude.
Make me neither the reason to any of your decisions, nor the answer to your questions.
Should you want me to be a part of your life, never ever try to own me.
“So you get the idea. You know that feeling when you listen to some music and your brain feels like exploded.
Our brains love to predict everything. So when you listen to some notes, the brain loves to do the prediction of what notes come next. The harder it is being guessed, the more pleasure it brings to your brain when it gets the notes correctly.
They said it is easier to leave rather than being left behind. But I guess, they have never left someone they love wholeheartedly. They have never left because of love.
Pain, longing, and sadness work two ways. As fair as it ever, always. To leave and to be left behind, when two people love and care towards each other, the void is there. Real.
And when it happened, do make the most of it to be your best. To make things work better. Cause someone is sacrificing the heart for you.
I wish you well.
“Well, you know. Some people aim to shoot the moon, that's why they could build a rocket, though I believe many of them don't know how to properly boil an egg.
Everything is depending on the purpose.
“It's good that we're still arguing after all these times. Means there are still things that we want to improve from our relationship. Means we have high hopes on us. Means we evolve and didn't just stuck or gave up on circumstances.
However, there are few downsides of being together for so long and being too familiar with each other that we need to really be careful about.
“I love the stars. I love stargazing.”
“I love stars too, but mostly I love the darkest night with no star at all.”
“Oh ya? Don't know why but it feels kinda sad.”
“Maybe it is. Sad. Anyway, stargazing. Is it possible to do it here?”
“Here? I don't think so. But I'm not from here. Just moved here last month. But it seems that I did a wrong move to move here.”
“Why so? Too lonely?”
“Mungkin itu salah satunya. Terlalu banyak manusia di sini, akhirnya zona private tiap orang jadi terganggu. Alasannya ya karena metropolitan, hidup manusia jd seperti robot.”
“But you have to understand, for me to be me, I might will hurt you along the way. I might betray your expectations.
You can't ask me to be honest, only to later say “You shouldn't say that.”
That's f”ckin confusing.
You should have thought clearly and asked yourself wether you are ready to hear the honesty, even before you asked me to be honest.
Let alone to be myself.”