And the worst of all days in this life, was the day when I met you. You made me realize, there are things in this life that I can’t have. There are untold feelings in this heart that can’t be described. There are memories that will stay remembered in a lifetime.
And the worst of all feelings in this life, is loving you. You made me realize
“And there will be time when our souls have to say goodbye to each other. And the memories and feelings will still lingers for sometimes. And we will sit together, having coffee, talking about our daily life, instead of
“I guess a wind will always be a wind. Blows alone through the sky. Can’t be hug, can’t be owned, no matter how one tried to.”
“I won’t try to own the wind.”
“Hm?”
“I won’t try
The one I am looking for, is not the one who will always stay by my side. It is the one who will go far, far enough to let me know about things that I couldn’t see from where I stand, and always find his way back home, to me.
The one that, no matter who he slept with,
Cause only the darkness sets me free. For it left no room to lies, I left mine off. For it fades the surrounds, I see myself nakedly. For it silences the noise, I hear my soul out loud. For it diminishes the lights, I need no shadow.
Cause only the darkness sits silently with me. between my sanity and my illusions, the truth lies, unquestionably.
I feel you.
Kadang kupikir hidup itu seperti funambulism tanpa jaring penyelamat. Lalu ketika tali yg kulalui semakin menipis dan bergetar hebat, aku dengan paniknya berusaha menggapai udara.
Kalau kamu pernah mencobanya, kamu pasti tau betapa menakutkannya itu. Meraih apa yg kamu tau tak ada, tapi kamu berharap keras ada, di saat kamu paling membutuhkannya.
Mungkin hidup yg tak dipertaruhkan memang takkan pernah dimenangkan, tapi
Once upon a time you stole my soul, with your hands holding my bare back tight, you took me down to touch the deep deep sea, in between the darkness and the silence, you sparked the fireworks inside me.
Once upon a time you stole my kiss, my true love’s kiss.
And since then, I knew that there will never be a happy ending.
Sometimes, something stops you for a while. Then the memories play back, like the black and white movie, or there is a hint of faded colors, blurry yet vividly images, took you away from where you are now.. from the people and your surroundings.
And sometimes, it changes you, too.
We all are the time travellers of our own.
I often walk to the bookstore randomly and walk through the aisles without any particular book to find. I stop suddenly where I feel like stopping, pick any random book that catch my attention, open any random page and read it.
Or randomly pick a movie without reading the review first and just watch it straight away. Or walking
You thought you were flying high. Reaches the sky and out into freedom. It felt so real. It felt so right. It felt so alive.
Yet you were only trapped into a bigger cage. Trapped together with the like minded. Cause the mind is the real cage. And the thoughts will never be free.
You are trapped into this life.