“One thing that bothers me is that if you don't enjoy life and think it's pointless, then according to psychologists you're depressed. So if you don't enjoy life there's something wrong with you. And I don't agree with that at all.”

“I think there is a difference between not enjoying life and being realistic. Besides, not that we don't enjoy life. Like.., I do enjoy being with you. Enjoy good food, good books, movie and all. But I'm not gonna say anything about something or anything that worth living or worth dying for.”

“I just don't think there's a real meaning to life. Any life. We just exist, and it doesn't mean anything. We're here for the same reason that trees and rocks and water is here. So people say that we have to create our own meaning, but it just feels like we're trying to trick ourselves.”

“Which maybe not entirely wrong; to trick ourselves. Since we are not completely trees or rocks or water as well. We have the ability to value time and build complexity around it. That alone, is very much different.”

#happiness #thoughts #honesty #life

A contentment.”

#happiness

Everything is depending on the purpose.

Some people aim to rule the world, some to build empires, and then there are some people like me who only wants to explore and experience the life to the fullest. To live and be alive.

And to experience and explore life to the fullest, I need to know many things, to be able to do lots of stuff, do trials and errors, and to be able to travel to many places. I don't have the time and effort needed to focus only on one thing, like building a rocket.

So, I think I'm already align with my aim and my life path. I'm happy and no regret on my side.”

“You know how each of us have that some names which popped up whenever we think of, how happy we will be if only we could live much simpler and happier like them?

I wanna be one of those names to those who know me.

I wanna be one of those people who live so simple and happy that they don't even need to build a rocket or rule the world just to die smiling.

That's what I'm gonna be.”

#happiness #life #honesty

And I've been writing about sadness and loneliness for so long.

#happiness #life

I simply see anyone who are still alive till this time, as one that is still trying to be happy and be alive with his/her own ways for his/her own reasons. Otherwise, he/she won't be here right now lol.

Neither do I try to compare my life with anyone's. I'm just feeling grateful with what I have, how far that I've walked this life, and hopeful for what I will become.

To really focus on how best I could live and be, without the needs to compare, other than with the life that I had yesterday.”

#selflove #selfrespect #happiness

People can be judgemental and demanding many times, and it's okay.

Things can be messy most of the times, and it's okay.

Feelings can be tricky each time, and it's okay.

You'll always find a reason to smile or to cry, in any circumstance that you are facing. And there will always be a good thing to learn from each of them.

Just make sure you have a good reason to choose what to feel. To smile or to cry.

#life #happiness #honesty

Yet the one that really matters, ironically is the one that couldn't be projected in such ways. Happiness is subtle and calm, humble and serene, silent and eloquent.

And the last yet most important question that remain is, 'are you really happy now?'

These days, my sanity is my priority. I have either stopped chasing life, or waiting for the death to come. I neither ask too much questions, nor answering things I couldn't care less about.

I never compared myself or others anymore, as I never bother to spend a minute of my life to care about things that won't even matter to me in a year more.

I just live to live. To be alive and to find my place in this life. To enjoy every breath that I take, every step that I make, the warmth of sunshine that grows my soul, and every word that pass me by.

In the end, I'm thankful enough for all the pain that I felt, for all the obstacles that I faced, and all the mistakes that I made. Those are the things that really taught me how to be happy.

Just to be happy.”

#happiness

Don't need to wait until people agree with your opinion, to know that you know what's best for you.

Don't need to be acknowledged and remembered by people, to know that you are irreplaceable.

Don't need others' approval to stay or leave. To be happy or to be sad. To fight or to surrender. To love or to forget.

Don't need others to understand your reasons, to do what you need to do to survive your life.

Don't need to wait until the others feel happy, to pursue your very own happiness.

Many times, you just have to ignore everything and forget the world. Just do your things best, be your best, live your live best, and the rest will follow.”

“The universe always knows its time best; when to fall everything into its' place.”

#life #happiness

The difference between me and them is; I always get what I want. And I know that precisely.

The only thing that matters to me then, was only about how will I choose to get them.

The right way? The wrong way? The slow but steady way? The fast lane way? The way that benefits everyone? Or the way that benefits me only?

Cause everything that we after now, won't matter a lot once we have achieved them. It will become just another stepping stone. There will be more that we want.

And I'm not saying this with the tone of 'YOLO'. I'm saying this with the tone of 'really-think-about-the-meaning-of-your-life.'

When you know that your life is a result of so many choices of your ancestors and so many kismets, will you spend it just to have all the things that you ever wanted and just to be happy?

Honestly, happy is one thing, but fuck, there should be bigger definition of happiness, don't you think?”

#life #happiness

Little that we realize, the opposite of happiness is neither sadness, loneliness, nor pain. It is nothingness.

#life #happiness