For all of the feelings I refuse to deny, and all of the memories I refuse to forget.
“If loneliness attracts other loneliness, will it still be called as loneliness?”
“It will still. Cause loneliness never has anything to do with togetherness.”
“And what should we call two loneliness that attracts each other?”
“Beautiful deadly disaster.”
But I will love you till my heart hurts, and nothing could fill the hole that it made. I will love you till my whole mind filled with you, and no one could replace even your shadow there. I will love you till I feel suffocated, and nothing could free me, not even the death.
And that’s how I’m gonna love you, if only you are strong enough to bear it all.
And the worst of all days in this life, was the day when I met you. You made me realize, there are things in this life that I can’t have. There are untold feelings in this heart that can’t be described. There are memories that will stay remembered in a lifetime.
And the worst of all feelings in this life, is loving you. You made me realize
“And there will be time when our souls have to say goodbye to each other. And the memories and feelings will still lingers for sometimes. And we will sit together, having coffee, talking about our daily life, instead of
“I want to sit there beside you. And we talk a while, we fight a little, and we laugh a lot. :)”
“Sometimes I feel like hugging you, and if only you are near, I will.”
“A day that will never come ya :p”
“:) Maybe it is. A day that will never come and promises that will never be made into real. Yet I’m thankful still.”
Our empty seats and one still moment. And then you hold my hand. And then you never let go. And then you said, “Even my shadow never wanna be too far away from yours.” — In between all of the memories and the present time, I would love to be lost within you, again and again.
“I guess a wind will always be a wind. Blows alone through the sky. Can’t be hug, can’t be owned, no matter how one tried to.”
“I won’t try to own the wind.”
“Hm?”
“I won’t try
The one I am looking for, is not the one who will always stay by my side. It is the one who will go far, far enough to let me know about things that I couldn’t see from where I stand, and always find his way back home, to me.
The one that, no matter who he slept with,
Cause only the darkness sets me free. For it left no room to lies, I left mine off. For it fades the surrounds, I see myself nakedly. For it silences the noise, I hear my soul out loud. For it diminishes the lights, I need no shadow.
Cause only the darkness sits silently with me. between my sanity and my illusions, the truth lies, unquestionably.
I feel you.
I wonder, how many mistakes, pain, sadness, and lost, that you have to endure, until this very moment, to find me?