For all of the feelings I refuse to deny, and all of the memories I refuse to forget.
If I should pick one reason of why I love travelling, it would be because I find the sides of me that I don't find anywhere else when I travel.
Seeing how people live their lives and hold their values differently than mine, always makes me questioned myself and my life further more.
“Some people post things to create an awareness, a dialogue, or an engagement, especially in the social media.
I don't think mine was.
If there is any dialogue that ever be created from my post, it will be a dialogue between the reader and her/himself. A private dialogue.
“You don't need to wait until people regret that they've wasted you, to know that you are worthy.
Don't need to wait until people agree with your opinion, to know that you know what's best for you.
Don't need to be acknowledged and remembered by people, to know that you are irreplaceable.
Don't need others' approval to stay or leave. To be happy or to be sad. To fight or to surrender. To love or to forget.
Don't need others to understand your reasons, to do what you need to do to survive your life.
Don't need to wait until the others feel happy, to pursue your very own happiness.
Many times, you just have to ignore everything and forget the world. Just do your things best, be your best, live your live best, and the rest will follow.”
“The universe always knows its time best; when to fall everything into its' place.”
“And then they will ask me, 'What's the fun of seeing sunset or to stroll along the beaches? Once, it might be fun. Second, third, a sunset is just a sunset, a beach is just a beach.'”
“Lol. And? What did you say?”
“Some feelings need to be let out and some words need to be said, though many times, they don't need to be told to the specific person.
Some things that I will say might hurt them, or will make people who are close with me feel worry about me. And that will become another burden.
“The thing is, I'm not raised the way you are. You grew up with the understanding that some part of your life have been decided and you carry that destiny with you as part of your existence.
While me, I am raised with a belief that I can change everything as long as I want to and wanna try hard. To stand up and step up for myself, for what is right. To always challenge myself and even my own beliefs.
None of them is right or wrong, we just raised and build differently. You have the depth of the sea with you, and I have the lightness of the wind with me.”
Everything about you is different. There is always a hint of grey in your colors. Just like a hint of sadness that comes eloquently in everything I feel about you.
Could never be too strong, yet never really fade ever. Just slightly. Just a little. But it scatters everywhere, in me.
Everything that is different about you.
“I think what makes someone good at something is not merely skills. It is more about how they see things and life. The values that make them attracted and easily applied into what they do.
Like, some people specified on details and some other do best at big picturing. Some do good at one thing and some at many.
And those things that we do everyday are what shaped our mind into who we are now. So it is indeed a circle of life and habbit.
Either we make it as a work, or a passion, or a calling, it is up to us, cause the level of satisfaction that we gain is very personal.”
I love how we give time to unanswered questions, and space to unsettled thoughts, to have room for improvements without each one of us pushing our ways.
I love how we hide from each other sometimes, just to keep the pace between us for not being too fast, and still at the right time to show how much we care.
In the end, the question that I always ask myself is, 'Can you live with it?', and if the answer is no, then I'll do what I need to, no matter how bad it could be.
Cause doing things right is equally important as doing the right things.