Never Be The Same
No. Things will never be the same. You will have that hole for a lifetime. Nothing will ever replace the existance that lost. Things will become harder and harder. You will recall that name each morning right after you open your eyes. And whisper that name each night before you fall asleep. E-ve-ry-day. Until God knows when. You’ll cry. Or laugh blatantly. It will hurt. You’ll never stop asking ‘why?’, no matter how hard you tried to silence the mind. There will be times when you have no other choice but to smile and say “It’s okay.”, and repeat it over and over again to yourself, until you believe, that it is okay to feel that way. It is okay to live a life that no one could really understand. And you accept that it is the new normal. And you just do whatever you have to do. You dragged your heart and you keep alive. It is okay. Take a deep breath, you are okay. hugs