Apologize
Maybe I should apologize to you, for I know you tried to find my monster who used to play well with yours in the darkness. For all of the sparks that they created on the darkest nights which felt so magical just like the fireworks. For all of the memorable pain that they planted inside all of our holes throughout our souls. Maybe I should apologize to you, for once that I ever made you feel like you can be my savior light.
Yet you know me well enough. I am the girl who carries her sword all the time.