There were times when I thought I need to be understood. And to be understood means I need someone else to do the favor for me, to try to understand me.

For them to understand me means,

People's understanding and definition of freedom will be vary according to the level of freedom that they've experienced.

It is very rare for

What we assumed as the answer, sometimes, is actually the real problem.

Or maybe we expect it so much to be the answer,

“And please, don't let the past take the best out of you. Most people do that. They gave everything they have best at the first time and failed.

My writings are never for anyone, and definitely not for everyone. They are mine and for the reasons that are also solely mine.

Whatever that you feel, perceive, or gain by reading my writings, are

What I dislike the most of life, probably are unproductivity, uncertainty, and indecisiveness. Combine them with fears and you'll have zero growth.

Now, I might dislike them all, but

“If, along with loving someone makes you feel less enough about yourself, you know you should let that love go.

Those four calm and full of exploration months in Bali feels like a long dream now. Especially now. Especially compared to where I am now.

I miss a lot of things from Bali, if not all lol. And this last trip has opened my eyes of

“About trust, I know in the end it is my very own choice. It's not like when you try hard to prove yourself of being trustworthy, that I will (or should) trust you.

“If love is only a matter of the right person, at the right time and the right place, then